This is another post in the series The Healer of Our Souls. This series is intended to show how God’s word is the source of healing for all wounds in our soul. To read the other posts in this series, click here.
I sit in the doctor’s office, feeling a sense of deja vu. It was four years ago that my oldest son had sinus surgery. Now I’m here again with my youngest, hearing the news all over again.
As the surgeon rattles off a list of four procedures my youngest son needs, my stomach tightens. Tears burn my eyes. I feel a panic rise up. Not again. Not my baby.
But because I’ve been down this road before, I know where it leads: fear, anxiety, worry, despair. Not this time.
No, this time, I cling to this truth: God is sovereign.
When life’s circumstances threaten to undo me, I have to rest in the sovereignty of God. This is where the rubber meets the road-do I really believe God is in control of all things? If I do, then He is most certainly in control of my son’s health. This did not hit him by surprise. He is not panicked. He’s not wondering what’s wrong and scratching His head about what to do.
In fact, God has allowed this situation for a reason and it’s in His perfect plan that I place my trust. I know that He loves me and my son. Because He promises that all things work together for our ultimate good, I know that good is what will come of it. He knows how much I love my son. He even knows what it’s like to see His own Son suffer.
He is in this and He’s got this.
God’s word is the source of healing for the wounds in my soul. It reminds me that the same God who formed the sun, moon, and stars cares about me. It reminds me that the same God who uses the earth as a footstool loved me before the earth existed. It’s this God who promises to never leave me or forsake me.
And it’s there, in His word, that I find the comfort I need today:
“Who has gone up to heaven and come down? Whose hands have gathered up the wind? Who has wrapped up the waters in a cloak? Who has established all the ends of the earth? What is his name, and what is the name of his son? Surely you know!” Proverbs 30:4
“Whom did the LORD consult to enlighten him, and who taught him the right way? Who was it that taught him knowledge, or showed him the path of understanding?” Isaiah 40:14
“He who forms the mountains, who creates the wind, and who reveals his thoughts to mankind, who turns dawn to darkness, and treads on the heights of the earth- the LORD God Almighty is his name.” Amos 4:13
“I know that you can do all things; no purpose of yours can be thwarted.” Job 42:2
“The LORD does whatever pleases him, in the heavens and on the earth, in the seas and all their depths.” Psalm 135:6
“Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don’t be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows.” Luke 12:7
“Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.” 1 Peter 5:7
“And I am certain that God, who began the good work within you, will continue his work until it is finally finished on the day when Christ Jesus returns.” Philippians 1:6
“He will also keep you firm to the end, so that you will be blameless on the day of our Lord Jesus Christ.” 1 Corinthians 1:8
“For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.” Romans 8:38-39
Are you resting in His sovereign love today?
Love this reminder. This morning I read Ps. 30. I love verses 1-2:
“I will extol You, O Lord, for You have lifted me up,
And have not let my foes rejoice over me.
2 O Lord my God, I cried out to You,
And You healed me.
3 O Lord, You brought my soul up from the grave;
You have kept me alive, that I should not go down to the pit.”
love ya gal!
The Psalms are always a soothing balm to my heart. Thanks for sharing this one, Melissa. And thanks for all your encouragement!
So sorry you’re having to walk this road, Christina. May the Lord give you peace and hope until He heals your little one. Thanks for the encouragement to me today, too!
Thank you, Emily. I appreciate your prayers!
I completely agree. The sovereignty of God is probably the greatest comfort to me in times of grief or uncertainty. I am so thankful to know that every circumstance is from his hand!
Oh me too! Thanks, Jessalyn!
Thank you for sharing all that Scripture! Great verses to memorize and have in our hearts and minds to be ready to fight the battle against anxiety, etc.
Christina! I LOVED this post. I printed it out to show to the family of my friend who died last month. What a reminder for us all, and, again, as always, so much more articulate than I could have made it! As I grieve, I have been clinging to scripture, and I’m glad you’re able to in the tough times, too. Thank you SO much for posting this!! Praying for y’all! Hugs!
Thanks, sweet friend! Praying for you too that God would bring comfort during this difficult time.
Praying for your child’s healing - by His stripes your son was healed.
Janelle Marie